failure

What's in a word? Negativity? Some words jut ooze with that empty, disappointing, hollow feeling. This is one of those words.

At times you feel you've let down the people around you. Having studied the sciences for four years was definitely more difficult than working. 20 fold I would say.
It comes a point to where you have to move out of the environment that makes you feel the same way you did in those four years. This could cause chaos and hurt to those around. Although you are ready to leave. This may impact the rest.

I do not want to feel like a failure. I will repair this last cause. Thank you to those who understand. And to that one soul who refuses to, I'll definitely see you in hell for the pain you caused not me, but the rest that left before me. Unless of course, you're not even wanted in hell.

21 days

and counting.